Abrupt Ending

This song keeps playing...

Where do I begin with this... Never would I have thought that I would be in this position, but I am.  I'm going to be starting a new position with an incredible organization. I leave for vacation to Nantucket in less than a week.  And I would be leaving this trip with the love of my life.

This all ended when the words, "I'm no longer happy," came out of his mouth.  Every moment I inhale,  I'm surprise that air is coming into my lungs.  I honestly feel abandoned, left to wonder aimlessly blind in an unknown world.

I'm a catch, right?  I have a great career, I'm honest, I'm loving, I'm God fearing, I'm committed.  But I guess now I'm damaged.  I know (at least want to believe) that one day I will be ok, but at this current moment I don't see that happening.

What do I do from this point on? Do I continue to pursue what I believe is meant for me? Just lost, completely lost.

Starting Over

Wow...

I can't believe I've finally broke down decided to start one of these. I know this is going to be healthy for not only me, but also those that read this. My main goal from this is to share my thoughts and ideals. My life long regrets and achievements. Finally, the experiences that have scared me to death, made me cry, smile, laugh, cringe, and anything else in between.

I will keep this annonymous for the security of myself and those that I discuss. So sit back and get ready.